sMaRt n mIsCh3vIiOuS l3aDs tH3 wAy

I'm Not Dead - Pink

2011-01-16T22:52:00.001+08:00

You were born together, and together you shall be forever more.
You shall be together when the white wings of death scatter your days.
Ay, you shall be together even in the silent memory of God.
But let there be spaces in your togetherness,
And let the winds of the heavens dance between you.

Love one another, but make not a bond of love:
Let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls.
Fill each other’s cup, but drink not from one cup.
Give one another of your bread, but eat not from the same loaf.
Sing and dance together and be joyous, but let each of you be alone,
Even as the strings of a lute are alone though they quiver with the same music.

Give your hearts, but not into each other’s keeping.
For only the hand of Life can contain your hearts.
And stand together yet not too near together:
For the pillars of the temple stand apart,
And the oak tree and the cypress grow not in each other’s shadow.

Quote: Khalil Gibran, The Prophet

Born To Try - Delta Goodrem

2011-01-16T22:45:00.000+08:00

It's like I've never seen the light before
Before I see the radiance in your face;

It's like I've never felt peace before,
Before I see the serene face when you sleep;

It's like I've never been bathed in the glow before,
Before I see the glow in your eyes;

Now that I've seen the light,
I feel like I'll be in darkness without it;

Now that I've felt peace,
I feel like my heart will be forever be in turmoil without it;

Now that I've seen the glow,
I feel like I will not live through the day without it;

Tell me whether this is a fleeting feeling,
Or is this going to stay?

To forever bask me in the bliss,
And make me feel humane.

Just the way you are - Bruno mars

2010-07-21T20:43:00.000+08:00

A friend said that even though when we had all,we would still be missing something in our life if we do not love.we would still be the loser if we do not has a special someone to share the success with,a family to come back to in the end of a stressful day. Is this an important aspect of love that one must fulfil? Is this an obligation,a responsibility as a human being,a filial son or daughter, someone who contribute to the society? What if we are able to achieve all, but just lack of love? What if we are capable of balancing all, but just devoid of the special someone? Does that make us a little less complete? We as human, are not mapped out to follow a rigid rule, to do as the essential handbook of becoming human says. We, have our own destiny, our own road to walk on and our own book to write the stories out. We can erase any part of the essential portion that we feel does not suit. We are the writer and historian of our own book. We does not have to conform to the normality. Live out to be ourselves, and not for the wellbeing of the society.

Rose Coloured Glasses - Kelly Rowland

2010-06-20T18:53:00.002+08:00

When snowflakes fall and turn into sakura drops,
When clouds turn into birds and fly,
When rose petals fall and turn into little children,
When waves crash and bubbles fly,
When Father Time stood still and everything seems to be moving,
That's when I stop loving you.

Yours - Fay Wolf

2010-06-07T23:23:00.001+08:00

Believe. We always want to believe. We want to believe that everything is going to be fine, we want to believe that what is being said is the truth, we want to believe that the sun is going to shine brightly and the rainbow is coming out after the rain. Sometimes, when we believe at things hard enough, they will come true. At other times, it's the believe and the determination that keep things going. It is the strong will and hard work that keep us going, try our hardest to survive, and work our ass off. But still, believe is good. Believing keeps the world go round, believing is what makes miracle. So, never stop believing.

You Lost Me - Christina Aguilera

2010-06-01T01:35:00.000+08:00

Lonelines accompanies me,
Love eludes me,
Knowledge is ahead of me,
Success is waiting for me,
Childishness is behind me,
Determination is pushing me,
People surrounds me,
Warmth embraces me,
I am me.

I am - Christina Aguilera

2010-05-30T23:53:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, we survive more things than we know. Our instinct just tell us what is most natural to do things, to avoid danger, to jump when needed. After all, we are human and we have our intellect, our instinct, our six sense, to survive the odds. We strive, we work hard to do what is takes to go through the miles in the road ahead. At times, we feel like giving up, we feel like abandoning everything and just run away into some other places to start all over again. We feel like its the end of road for things as it is and it's better to leave it as it is. But we have not try. And for that, we will never know the result until we fight to the end. In the face of the impossible, we're inspired. That is what spurs us ahead. To push us further, and not to avoid it.

Save you - Kelly Clarkson

2010-04-27T12:36:00.004+08:00

Everywhere that I go,everything that I do, I see you in it. I see you in the gym that I go, I see you in the car I drive, I see that in the cafes that we used to frequent. I can still imagine the laughter in you, I can still smell you, I can still touch you. It's like everywhere that I am, I feel like you're there with me, doing the things that I do. I just can't let go. I'm trying as hard as I could, but I know it's going to take time. I want to let you go so much, to let us be free, yet I'm still holding on to our memories. I've realized that you have become an important part of my life, and by losing you, I'm losing a part of myself. It's like you have taken them away. Tell me what can I do?

Cold Case Love - Rihanna

2010-04-19T22:00:00.000+08:00

Parents. The one thing that we have in our lives that is permanent. The one thing that will not disappoint when you have expectation. The one thing that will not back away but stand beside you to be our pillar even when everything else fails. Because we as children are nothing but their jewel and apple in the eye, how can we say NO when they ask for something simple. Because they only wanted what's best for us. Unlike everyone else, they have gone through enough experiences to teach us what is good and what is bad. Naturally, what is expected of them is always within our achievable limit.
Parents. The only physical thing that matters in our world. The only thing that brought us into existence

Cry - Kelly Clarkson

2010-04-19T00:00:00.000+08:00

We always hope for the best. While we hope,do we ever try our best? And when we try, do we make sure to acomplish them? Life is just like that. We can try as we might, but the result might not be what we wanted. But at least we can tell ourselves that we've tried our best. It's more encouraging then we never tried at all. Or to put the previous bad experiences into current moment. Experiences are for us to learn, not for us to bring forward and to imply that thugs are going to repeat itself. Let not the past hold us down, but the future to propel us further. That being said, we should dwell too much into the future as well. Live in the moment, for things can change in an instant that change the course of things.

Miss You Nights - Westlife

2010-04-18T23:43:00.001+08:00

It always makes me wonder whether what I do is enough,what i say will create the ripples of effects around,what I think will trigger unwanted actions. Alot of times,it turns out that in the end of the conversation,it is either i'm not doing enough, I'm not doing it, or I do it wrongly. Am I really that worthless and useless? Am I not changing for the better? Or is my changes not enough? I keep relenting to demands, but it feels like relenting is not enough, I must do it willingly. I don't know how much longer can I hold on, but I guess this tiny little glass world of mine Is going to tumble down soon.

Kee Wei Shiun

2010-02-17T00:37:00.000+08:00

You entered: Kee Wei Shiun

There are 11 letters in your name.
Those 11 letters total to 57
There are 6 vowels and 5 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 3

The characteristics of #3 are: Expression, verbalization, socialization, the arts, the joy of living.

The expression or destiny for #3:
An Expression of 3 produces a quest for destiny with words along a variety of lines that may include writing, speaking, singing, acting or teaching; our entertainers, writers, litigators, teachers, salesmen, and composers. You also have the destiny to sell yourself or sell just about any product that comes along. You are imaginative in your presentation, and you may have creative talents in the arts, although these are more likely to be latent. You are an optimistic person that seems ever enthusiastic about life and living. You are friendly, loving and social, and people like you because you are charming and such a good conversationalist. Your ability to communicate may often inspire others. It is your role in life to inspire and motivate; to raise the spirits of those around you.

The negative side of number 3 Expression is superficiality. You may tend to scatter your forces and simply be too easygoing. It is advisable for the negative 3 to avoid dwelling on trivial matters, especially gossip.

Your Soul Urge number is: 9

A Soul Urge number of 9 means:
With a 9 Soul Urge, you want to give to others, usually in a humanitarian or philanthropic manner. You are highly motivated to give friendship, affection and love. And you are generous in giving of your knowledge and experience. You have very sharing urges, and you are likely to have a great deal to share. Your concern for others makes you a very sympathetic and generous person with a sensitive and compassionate nature.

You are able to view life in very broad and intuitive terms. You often express high ideals and an inspirational approach to life. If you are able to fully realize the potential of your motivation, you will be a very self-sacrificing person who is able to give freely without being concerned about any return or reward.

As with all human beings, you are prone to sometimes express the negative attitudes inherent to your Soul Urges. You may become too sensitive and tend to express emotions strongly at times. There can be significant conflict between higher aims and personal ambitions. You may resent the idea of giving all of the time and, in fact, if there is too much 9 energy in your nature you may reject the idea. You may often be disappointed in the lack of perfection in yourself and others.

Your Inner Dream number is: 3

An Inner Dream number of 3 means:
You dream of artistic expression; writing, painting, music. You would seek to more freely express your inner feeling and obtain more enjoyment from life. You also dream of being more popular, likable, and appreciated.

13th April 1985

2010-02-17T00:35:00.000+08:00

Your date of conception was on or about 21 July 1984 which was a Saturday.

You were born on a Saturday
under the astrological sign Aries.
Your Life path number is 4.

Your fortune cookie reads:
We cannot do great things; only small things with great love. Mother Teresa

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 6 & 7.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 3, 5 & 9.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2446168.5.
The golden number for 1985 is 10.
The epact number for 1985 is 8.
The year 1985 was not a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/20/1985 and ending 2/8/1986.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Ox.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Hawk; your plant is Dandelion.

You were born in the Egyptian month of Paony, the second month of the season of Shomu (Harvest).

Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 22 Nisan 5745.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 23 Nisan 5745.

The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.11.16.4 which is
12 baktun 18 katun 11 tun 16 uinal 4 kin

The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Saturday, 22 Rajab 1405 (1405-7-22).

The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 7 April 1985.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 14 April 1985.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 20 February 1985.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 26 May 1985.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 2 June 1985.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Monday, 16 September 1985.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Saturday, 6 April 1985.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 19 February 1985.

As of 2/16/2010 10:29:02 AM EST
You are 24 years old.
You are 298 months old.
You are 1,297 weeks old.
You are 9,075 days old.
You are 217,810 hours old.
You are 13,068,629 minutes old.
You are 784,117,742 seconds old.

Celebrities who share your birthday:
Kyle Howard (1978) Jonathan Brandis (1976) Rick Schroder (1970)
Garry Kasparov (1963) Al Green (1946) Tony Dow (1945)
Jack Casady (1944) Lyle Waggoner (1935) Don Adams (1926)
Howard Keel (1919) Eudora Welty (1909) Samuel Beckett (1906)
Thomas Jefferson (1743)

Top songs of 1985
Say You, Say Me by Lionel Richie We Are The World by USA for Africa
Careless Whisper by Wham! Can't Fight This Feeling by REO Speedwagon
Money for Nothing by Dire Straits Shout by Tears for Fears
Broken Wings by Mr. Mister I Want to Know What Love Is by Foreigner
The Power of Love by Huey Lewis & the News Everybody Wants to Rule the World by Tears for Fears

Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 3.55185909980431 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)

Your lucky day is Tuesday.
Your lucky number is 9.
Your ruling planet(s) is Mars & Pluto.
Your lucky dates are 9th, 18th, 27th.
Your opposition sign is Libra.
Your opposition number(s) is 6.

Today is not one of your lucky days!

There are 56 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 25 candles.

Those 25 candles produce 25 BTUs,
or 6,300 calories of heat (that's only 6.3000 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.86 US ounces of water with that many candles.

In 1985 there were approximately 3.7 million births in the US.
In 1985 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.
In 1985 in the US there were 2,425,000 marriages (10.2%) and 1,187,000 divorces (5%)
In 1985 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.

In 1985 the population of Australia was approximately 15,900,566.
In 1985 there were approximately 247,348 births in Australia.
In 1985 in Australia there were approximately 115,493 marriages and 39,830 divorces.
In 1985 in Australia there were approximately 118,808 deaths.

Your birth flower is DAISY

Your birthstone is Diamond

The Mystical properties of Diamond

Diamonds are said to increase personal clarity to help one see things clearly as well as be straight-forward and honest. Supposedly, the higher quality the diamond, the better it is supports these qualities.

Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

Opal, Quartz, White Sapphire

Your birth tree is

Maple, Independence of Mind

No ordinary person, full imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self-respect, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, many complexes, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.

There are 312 days till Christmas 2010!
There are 325 days till Orthodox Christmas!

The moon's phase on the day you were
born was in its last quarter.

I never told you - Colbie Callaight

2010-02-16T22:45:00.002+08:00

At times, it makes me restless. At time, it makes me anxious. When things like this happens, it makes me blur and at a loss. I'm not sure whether I'm doing it wrong, or whether I'm not doing enough. Whether it's all my fault, or whether it's not. I don't know anymore. I want to hold on, but when the same thing keeps on repeating itself, it get annoying. Solutions are there, but are they being put into motion? Chances are given, but how many is enough? A lifetime of chances? When we hope to change, we put into action and change soon enough, not to keep it slow and put into relax mode.

Glitter in the Air - Pink

2010-02-07T23:56:00.001+08:00

It's about acceptance. The acceptance of the reality when it bites, the acceptance of destiny when it comes hitting you on the head, the acceptance of sweet taste of success after a tired bout of struggle. If we fail to accept, then we keep on denying. By denying, we are in denial of our existence. If that's the case, then we are not who we are. We are not someone that we want us to be. If this is the case, then what can be done? Should be continue being in denial? Or should we change the perception? Or should we change ourselves? That we are unable to accept small little things and must keep on pushing ourselves to the limit, which in the end leads to the crumbling of the small little world that we so hard tried to build and to be in comfort of?

闪亮的日子 - 胡彦斌

2010-01-07T15:04:00.002+08:00

2009 was in a way, a good and a bad year. First half of the year made me tougher, stronger mentally, but somehow made me thought that I did not move forward at all albeit in small steps. Perhaps it was due to that being a fast paced and anxious person, wanting to move forward in bigger steps, almost equal to running. Second half of the year, kept me in check, to slow down and be less pressured. Realizing that a normal human being, no matter how hard it's being pushed, can never be a superhuman with superhuman strength and speed to do all the things in the world. Satisfied in a way with all the things done in 2009, but would like to do more of them and also in a better way. To be the more complete me, enriching in all aspects of life. It is in this way that we can move forward, and keep on achieving everyday success.

木兰情 - 孙燕姿

2010-01-07T14:50:00.002+08:00

It's 2010. It's a new year, a new year, a new day. Resolutions made, which in the end of the year, half of them not fulfilled. The reason being? No careful consideration of one's capabilities and situations. But resolutions are good to be made to keep us in check. So, what's your resolution this year?

I got you - Leona Lewis

2009-11-08T18:21:00.000+08:00

Compromise. That's the common thing that we as human lack nowadays. We think that we have learned enough, seen enough, heard enough or experienced enough that we would not back down and listen or just agree with one another. We would think that the experience and knowledge that we have is unsurpassed. Little did we know that there is always something that we do not know of. Or maybe because when we encounter those things, we would treat that we have known, secretly we are in awe as we are learning in silence. I supposed that the Chinese saying 'retreat a step, the sky is the limit' has it's own truth. Compromise a little, and we achieve a common understanding. With understanding comes peace and bliss. Due to that we are ignorant and arrogant, we in turn are creating a trap for us ourselves to step into. And what would happen when we have no where else to turn to except the big hole lying behind us? And do we want to be treated with the saying 'Like frog in the well'?

暗戀 - 陶喆

2009-11-01T23:51:00.002+08:00

After so long of inability of releasing the inner self, the feeling of pent up histories and emotions, all were to be let go. Such a simple act of letting go. What was the reason for the inability to release? unknown, or due to the simple reason of just not wanting to let go. Just to keep on holding to the single thinning thread, assuming that by holding on tightly, everything is going to be better and that all those things would be secretly locked away in the sealed box called 'the heart'. Little did we know that sometimes, what we do so hard to keep away from being revealed would be so obvious to others. It makes us to keep on pondering whether what we are doing is not enough or not perfect enough, whether our portrayal is strong or convincing enough. But that's not the case; It's a matter whether the other party is using their heart and soul to look into you. Whether they care enough to spend the time and effort to see through all the pretense. And when they do, you feel shocked and stripped down to the bare core. But when the truth about all these are being revealed, you understood that it's just a simple act of care and wanting to protect that makes people do that.

I Want To Know What Love Is - Mariah Carey

2009-08-30T19:37:00.003+08:00

1. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.
2. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.
3. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
4. When you say, "I love you," mean it.
5. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.
6. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
7. Believe in love at first sight.
8. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much.
9. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
10. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
11. Don't judge people by their relatives.
12. Talk slowly but think quickly.
13. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?
14. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
15. Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.
16. When you lose, don't lose the lesson .
17. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and responsibility for all your actions.
18. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
19. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it
20. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.
21. Spend some time alone.

紅色高跟鞋- 蔡健雅

2009-08-30T01:50:00.001+08:00

Went shopping with a friend on Friday. In her mind, she has decided what to buy: Either a red dress or white pair of shoes. And as we walk around for the next 2 hours, we end up with nothing. Just as she gave up, went around for a last try, with no hope or expectation of getting anything. It was then she found a dress and end up buying something nice for an occasion. It is as I said, when coming out to shop, don't have any fixed intention of buying specified. As we have don't have the specific target, we will be able to enjoy everything else. It's the same with life and everything else; never have a specific target, enjoy the journey with an open heart, and we will learn to enjoy the process. The end of the road will still be there, but we what we learn and experience in the process is worth so much more than the goal itself. It's as the same as what me and another friend was talking last week. Have you set any goals in life? Have you set any specific things that you want to achieve? Have you set any specific ways to achieve them? As we set those, we will lose out on the journey of the path we've taken. We forget to enjoy along the way, that when we reach, we felt no sense of satisfaction, and set off to find another goal. So, have you learn to let go and let live?

若你碰到他- 蔡健雅

2009-08-28T23:38:00.003+08:00

Where the rich prosper,
We falter;
Where the poor souls are contented,
The rich are in greed;
Where the successful are searching,
The simple ones have found;
We are in the end humans after all,
Each searching for the greater truth;
Cuz when we are in despair,
We hold on to the single hope;
When we are in solitude,
We find in ourselves a companion,
When we lost faith,
We search for a miracle.

誰 - 蔡健雅

2009-08-23T20:54:00.002+08:00

A friend today said when it comes to relationship, he's a person that would be looking for someone that would fulfill some of his qualities. What is the other person doesn't fulfill the criteria that you have set, but treats you the way you deserve to be and love you all the same? I suppose that when it comes to loving someone or when being in a relationship, we shouldn't have any judgment or setting the criteria to a certain level that the other party must fulfill most of it. Paulo Coelho said it nicely in his book 'Brida' that emotions are like wild horses, the more we try to subdue it or control it, the wilder it will become. When feelings is there, no matter what criteria or physical attraction the other person has, it doesn't matter anymore. Cuz all of those are just materials, and the feeling are not attached to the materials. What if we like someone due to the criteria that they've fulfilled and yet 10 years down the road, the things are not there anymore? What is left in the relationship then? Like someone for who they are, not what they are.

I Look To You - Whitney Houston

2009-08-06T23:17:00.002+08:00

When the dream is too beautiful, we refuse to wake up.
When things are too good to be true, we refuse to believe in reality.
Aren't we all living in our own world, contradicting who we are?
We want everything to be good, but have we ever tried hard for it to be good?
We need to be hurt in order to learn to love truly, but have we wondered about the feelings of the people we hurt?
We as humans are selfish, but the greatest things in life are generous,
So why are we acting the way we are?

Vertigo - Jordin Sparks

2009-08-06T22:50:00.002+08:00

Someone said
' If someone you love hurts you, humiliates you and belittles you, you are the luckiest person. You receive firsthand knowledge of the humiliation and pain and because you know how it feels, you'll know how much you can hurt a person and you'll vow to never inflict the same pain on others. I think a person who goes through life being careful in not hurting anyone is a truly wonderful person'.

How true is that...

Papercut - Jordin Sparks

2009-07-25T20:44:00.002+08:00

Even after so many years of watching, this is still one of the best. Something to remind us how fragile we are, to succumb to love, how strong one's love can be, to the point that it makes one sacrifice, how no 2 person can be living in a totally different world. 'Destiny is the bridge you build to the one you love.'

No Parade - Jordin Sparks

2009-07-25T00:37:00.000+08:00

I think most of us would remember this:

If by Rudyard Kipling.

IF you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;

If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;

If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;

If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!'

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
' Or walk with Kings - nor lose the common touch,
if neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;

If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man, my son!

The Cure - Jordin Sparks

2009-07-24T00:12:00.000+08:00

A Psalm Of Life

by Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

Tell me not, in mournful numbers,
Life is but an empty dream!
For the soul is dead that slumbers,
And things are not what they seem.

Life is real! Life is earnest!
And the grave is not its goal;
Dust thou art, to dust returnest,
Was not spoken of the soul.

Not enjoyment, and not sorrow,
Is our destined end or way;
But to act, that each to-morrow
Find us farther than to-day.

Art is long, and Time is fleeting,
And our hearts, though stout and brave,
Still, like muffled drums, are beating
Funeral marches to the grave.

In the world's broad field of battle,
In the bivouac of Life,
Be not like dumb, driven cattle!
Be a hero in the strife!

Trust no Future, howe'er pleasant!
Let the dead Past bury its dead!
Act,--act in the living Present!
Heart within, and God o'erhead!

Lives of great men all remind us
We can make our lives sublime,
And, departing, leave behind us
Footprints on the sands of time;--

Footprints, that perhaps another,
Sailing o'er life's solemn main,
A forlorn and shipwrecked brother,
Seeing, shall take heart again.

Let us, then, be up and doing,
With a heart for any fate;
Still achieving, still pursuing,
Learn to labor and to wait.

Soulmate - Natasha Bedingfield

2009-07-19T13:04:00.000+08:00

Excuses. The thing that we human are constantly giving out. To reject, to persuade, to satisfy, to please. In order not to hurt the other party, we would want to reject in the best way possible, leaving an exit so that both parties leave gracefully. In order to satisfy, we would want to please someone so that they don't suspect.

Before starting a relationship, it would be 'I want to be alone, I don't believe in love anymore'. Or it would be, 'I'm still in love with the same person', or 'I like you, but we can never be together'.

To end a relationship, it would be 'I don't have that feeling anymore'. Or it would be 'I'm just tired' or 'I'm not going to be the best for you'.

Whatever excuses or reasons there is, to me is still just an excuse. I would not pursue further, cuz I don't see the point of pursuing when there's not going to be a concrete answer.

Walking on Snow - Jordin Sparks

2009-07-12T03:15:00.002+08:00

It finally rained today.

The feeling that it washes away the dirt, the feeling that it can wash away tears, the feeling that we can stay in the middle of rain crying and no one can even notice, the childish side of us playing splashing water and mud alike while laughing it off as our shirts are soaked in dirt, the anticipation before it rains, the wet smell hitting our nostrils before it arrives, the smell of fresh grass after it finish raining, the rainbow to be seen after the rain, the bright sun after the rain unshielded by clouds, the smell of everything fresh.

what does the rain mean to you?

Okuribito (ending) - Joe Hisaishi

2009-07-11T01:45:00.002+08:00

Hush little boy don't cry,
The world is going to be alright;
The road might be dark ahead,
But you will find your light;
It might feel heavy,
But you will fly;
I'm going to be here,
Standing by your side;
Silently watching, gently guarding,
Silently protecting, protectively engaging;
I'll be waiting,
As you find your light.

I didn't know my own strength - Whitney Houston

2009-07-11T01:25:00.002+08:00

Conformity. That's the thing we as human like to stay in. The comfort zone that we try so hard to build and to stay in, not trying to enlarge it or to step out of it. One morning while having breakfast, a guy who is having breakfast on a table other than his normal one, decided to move back to the one he has been having his breakfast in all this while in the middle of the meal, just because he don't feel comfortable having breakfast in another table.
We try so hard to maintain our comfort zone. After all, we as human would want to be as comfortable as possible. To make our life comfortable, we indulge in all kinds of things, spending money in order to keep ourselves comfortable. We would spend on buying clothes that we like, eating food that we like, or watching movies that we like, in order to stay that way and not move out into the unknown zone. But somehow, if we don't move out and conquer that zone, how are we to enlarge our comfort zone? How are we supposed to be adventurous and enjoy life as it is?Challenge the difference and hardship, then we will enlarge the comfort zone, making ourselves more comfortable.

Here We Go Again - Demi Lovato

2009-06-28T12:28:00.002+08:00

A friend asked me how much I would give myself out of 10 the other day in terms of physical appearance and I said maybe 3 or 4. He said that I don't look like the kind of person that would give myself that score. The portrayal that is given out is someone that would be given 7 or 8.

How much would you give yourself?

Passion - Utada Hikaru

2009-06-23T18:48:00.003+08:00

The Acomodador or giving up point: there is always an event in our lives that is responsible for us failing to progress: a trauma, a particularly bitter defeat, a disappointment in love, even a victory we did not quite understand, can make cowards of us and prevent us from moving on. As part of the process of increasing his hidden powers, the shamans must first free himself from that giving up point and, to do so, he must review his whole life and find out where it occurred.

Has there been that moment? The moment we give up on things just because we thought we couldn't go on further or there was always a limitations to us as human beings. As someone used to say to me, we as humans are capable of limitless things, if we were to push the boundaries and to strive further. Just because of a past, doesn't mean that we were to give up on the future. Or that we should never try something again in the future when the options presented itself again. We would just need to reassess and know where did it go wrong, what was to be mended, and to open up again to the possibilities of being struck down again, and to stand up again and again. If we were to give up, then our life would be filled with defeats won't they?

Final Distance - Utada Hikaru

2009-06-23T18:14:00.003+08:00

Why do we love certain people and hate others?
Where do we go after we die?
Why are we born if, in the end, we die?
What does God mean?

The fundamental questions of life. Have you tried asking yourselves these questions? Have you the answer to all these questions? As we live throughout our life, some does, some doesn't; but even if they do, do they understand? Is the answer really the answer?

You Belong to Me - Taylor Swift

2009-06-23T18:03:00.002+08:00

Excerpts from 'The Zahir':

Love said: 'I am everything and I am nothing. I am the wind and I cannot enter windows and doors that are shut.'

Lux Aeterna - Clint Mansell

2009-06-23T18:00:00.003+08:00

In the words of a Persian sage: Love is a disease no one wants to get rid of. Those who catch it will never try to get better, and those who suffers do not wish to be cured.

Broken Hearted Girl - Beyonce

2009-06-22T14:05:00.002+08:00

' That's why it is so important to let certain things go. To release them. To cut loose. People need to understand that no one is playing with marked cards; sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. Don't expect to get anything back, don't expect recognition for your efforts, don't expect your genius to be be discovered or your love to be understood. Complete the circle. Not out of pride, inability or arrogance, but simply because whatever it is no longer fits in your life. Close the door, change the record, clean the house, get rid of the dust. Stop being who you were and become who you are.'

Anon.

New Divide - Linkin Park

2009-06-22T00:27:00.000+08:00

I'm a whiner. I whine too much and complaint too much. I should stop. This moment on. Period

别在伤口洒盐- 张惠妹

2009-06-14T20:21:00.004+08:00

There's two kind of relationships: One where both parties barely know each other, but feelings are mutual and they decided to pursue the relationship further and know each other better from there. The other one is whether both parties started out as friends, develop further to be good friends and they realize that they've fallen for each other, and that's where they decided to pursue the relationship further.

Both types of relationship have their pros and cons. Scenario A started with both parties barely know each other and progress to understand each other better. As the relationship goes further, they understand each other better, they find out whether they are suited for each other, then they decide whether they will learn to accept the differences and stayed on. Fights and arguments are bound to happen, but it makes them either stronger or fragile. But the challenge in getting to know each other better, the excitement is there and there's always a new thing everyday.

Scenario B started with both parties know each other well enough, and understand each other enough. As the relationship progress, they will still find out new things about each others, but lesser and maybe more private and in details. The relationship is stable from the start, so there's bound to be lesser fights, but more of compromising and communications. But, this is where sometimes the relationship gets stale and progress nowhere. It just get stuck in the middle unless there's new things added as the journey progress on. Stability and conformity. So, which are you?

Love Song- 方大同

2009-06-02T22:38:00.002+08:00

The battle is over,
The battlefield is clear now,
The dust has settled,
It's time for me to sigh a relief,
It's time to me to stumble a while,
Just in time for me to stand up again.
Just in time for me to face another.

The world is spinning,
The inner me is standing,
The surface is running,
Shall I stop and ponder?or
Shall I continue standing and running?

It's time to learn,
It's time to appreciate,
It's time to hope.

Hush Hush- Pussycat Dolls

2009-06-02T18:53:00.003+08:00

Somehow, I realized that my muse for writing is gone recently. Is it because I don't have the feeling of empathy anymore? Have I shielded myself too much that it blocked my whole world entirely? The sadness or the emo is not there. Even when it's here, it feels empty. The feeling of emptiness, it's as if being trapped in a room, with no windows or doors. Have I locked myself out too long? Have I tune myself out?Please, someone come and wake me up from the numbness.

Smash Into You- Beyonce & Jon McLaughlin

2009-05-30T20:45:00.002+08:00

'Love like you've never love before'.
The famous phrase by Mark Twain. It's ironic to see that to those who have really love before, would say that by loving someone that much, it hurts so much too. To love like we've never loved before is like by giving all that we have without requesting anything in return. This would be the highest state of love. It is when we love so much that we know that if the other person is happy no matter the chosen one is, we'll be happy. It's also like the famous Buddhist quote where it says 'Lust equals emptiness, emptiness equals lust'. To love means to hurt, to hurt means to learn, and to learn means to grow. So, have you love someone so much and so deep today that when you wake up, it hurts so much?I have...

The day I become

2009-04-29T22:39:00.005+08:00

All things beautiful

2009-03-23T22:35:00.003+08:00

痛爱 - 容祖儿

2009-02-12T00:14:00.003+08:00

When we are so badly hurt about something and try not to think about it by submerging ourselves in things that keep us busy, even a small cut would break us down; for it remind us that no matter how deep is the cut, it still hurts.

The pain of not being able to reminisce on occasions are more bitter than being able to

Come Back To Me - Utada Hikaru

2009-02-09T18:57:00.001+08:00

I love,
Therefore I push away,

I push away,
In order to embrace.

I embrace,
Therefore I protect.

I protect,
In order to shield.

I shield,
Therefore I provide safety.

沒有如果 - 梁靜茹

2009-02-09T18:56:00.002+08:00

I live,
Therefore I die.

I die,
Therefore I am reborn.

I am reborn,
Therefore I have a purpose

My Life Would Suck Without You - Kelly Clarkson

2009-02-09T18:35:00.003+08:00

It's like standing on the edge of a cliff,
It's an unending abyss below,
And there's not turning back;
Would you live?
Would you die?
Or would you spread your wings and touch the sky?

It's like standing in the middle on the rain,
Where your tears are falling,
And no one notices.

It's like living in the House of Mirrors,
All you see is yourself,
All your hear is no one but your echo.

Loner

2009-02-02T23:02:00.001+08:00

You know, sometimes I just want to be all alone. Well, not sometimes, it's most of the time. I'm a loner, I like to do things alone. So, please... Don't ask to come my house everyday, or want to ask me for dinner everyday, or asking me to fetch u anywhere... I'm not a sociable person.

Inferiority Complex

2009-01-23T02:39:00.001+08:00

I feel like a total useless piece of shit right now. It's as if I'm not even capable of completing the simplest of jobs.

Halo - Beyonce

2009-01-12T23:02:00.002+08:00

When we're small,

We deal with tens.

When we're teenagers,

We deal with hundreds.

When we're youths,

We deal with thousands.

When we're adults,

We deal with tens of thousands.

Bella's Lullaby - Carter Burwell

2009-01-09T23:45:00.001+08:00

It's new year. It's time for resolution. It's going to be a simple one this year, that is not to have any resolution. What's the point of having resolution when we can't achieve all of them?

August's Rhapsody - Mark Mancina

2008-11-25T22:46:00.002+08:00

The dawn is breaking
The tree burst it's buds
The warriors unsheathe their swords
Are we awake?

The noon is high
The flowers bloom at their might
The warriors are charging
Are we striving?

The dusk is setting
The tree is shedding
The warriors are at victory
Are we packing?

The stars are high
The tree is dying
The warriors are resting
Are we satisfied?
Or are we still at the beginning?

Unusual You - Britney Spears

2008-11-23T20:15:00.005+08:00

I might have a distinctive style of conversation with people that I'm close to. To these people, I'm a bit tad sarcastic and insulting, but it has always been in a joking way. People that I'm close to would release that I am rarely serious and even the more rare that I get angry. But somehow, I misjudged, that I ended up being wrong, being blamed and having to swallow my pride and apologize. Little did I know that I was subjected to gossip and rumors right behind my back just when I'm away. I've always try my best not to create confusion, let alone to offend. I tried my best in a voiding further disagreement and arguments, but when i retreat, I was attacked from behind. Offended, I still decided it is best to leave things as they were for there was no point of me lowering myself to being a child to fight. I also do not find the need to change the way I am, for that is who I am. I've always believed that when we are at fault, the most appropriate way is to apologize straight away and admit the fault. There's no use for giving a lot of excuses to justify what we have done because it will just fuel the anger. Be straight forward and don't beat around the bushes, hoping that the other party will accept your excuses. I've learned my lesson.

Run - Leona Lewis

2008-11-23T20:00:00.003+08:00

Ever since I was small, my parents would always instill important facts of life in me. One of them was that the mouth is given to praise, but not to comment and complain. But somehow, the world is not like that for everyone. For some people, all they ever do is to gossip, bad-mouth, and ridicule others. To them, that is the way of life that has always been. If it comes from a person who is still a youth, I would think that they haven't been exposed enough, but if it comes from a person who is mature, I would think that they degrade themselves and that there's so point of us to fight head- to- head with them, for it would definitely degrade us as well. For the community to acknowledge that, and for no one to rectify the mistakes done, that proves that the misdeed has indeed beyond control. One can be so ignorant enough to ignore the reactions projected. But as an outsider, we can never know what they are thinking inside, or feeling inside. We can only do our best not to step in their paths and avoid facing them altogether.

Love Letter of Great Men and Women

2008-11-04T01:05:00.001+08:00

Beethoven to his Immortal Beloved:
you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me -
never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved
L.

ever thine
ever mine
ever ours

Catherine the Great to Prince Potemkin:
Can one love anyone else having known you?...
There's not a man in the world that can equal you.
I have given secret orders to my body- down to the last hair- to stop showing you the smallest
sign of love.
Oh Monsieur Potemkin!
What a trick have you plated to unbalance a mind previously thought to be one of the best in
Europe.

Phuket-14/10/2008-17/10/2008

2008-10-27T18:43:00.006+08:00

Every Heart Broken - Sugababes

2008-10-27T16:25:00.002+08:00

我就是這樣- 劉力揚,TANK

2008-09-29T18:28:00.002+08:00

The recent period was of somber news all over. 2 news of departure from the world, 2 break-ups,2 sending off from the airports. Time flies. 1 short moment, the other person was lively and living the time of their lives, the next moment, they're off for something better or not. We, in this world, are just living for the temporary. We are just borrowing something that we must return eventually, be it the world or the body. The purpose of life? To find out what are we, what are we looking for, what goals in life and to fulfill all the possible things, making it worthwhile. Shall we meet with the junctions, decisions are to be made and to continue on with the journeys. We definitely do not break down and stop being strong. Even if the crossroads seems blurry and foggy, stop a while and ponder but do not rest for too long. Time does not wait and before long, we will be at the end of the road. And that will be when we must return everything we've borrowed to the rightful owner but be assured that we have done everything we could and achieved all that we wanted to even though there's still others not achieved for we do not have eternity. This life is for us to enjoy and to prepare ourselves for the next life. Be joyful, fruitful and peaceful.

Footprints in the Sand- Leona Lewis

2008-09-13T05:17:00.003+08:00

My Fav

Shan's Burstday Dinner at Xenri

2008-09-12T16:20:00.004+08:00

面具-安七炫

2008-09-03T13:11:00.002+08:00

Fate. Such an easy word and yet it made such a big impact on our lives. It's how we say we don't believe in fate and yet we're subjected to it. It's how we say we determine our own fate and yet we walk down the path being laid before us. How can something so abstract and divine but able to changes our lives completely. A story that was told recently: A and B met each other through a web portal about 2 years ago. They exchanged contacts and have been responding to each other on a fixed interval for the past few years. Busy in their own world, they maintained their communication platonic and concentrated on strengthening on what they have built. After 2 years of communications and understanding, they decided that it was time to meet and face the reality world. Feelings developed and they realized after so many years, maybe they are the one for each other. But, reality struck and circumstances surfaces. B is leaving the country soon, and they have only a certain period to cherish each other. Isn't it ironic how we are being arranged in such a manner? Another story being told recently: C and D has been together for the past 3 to 4 years. They have been staying together. When first started, they have nothing. Together, they saved money. And they bought a car together with the money. Fast forward a few years later, C realized that after saving money together and having a better life, D was fooling around outside. Heartbroken, they broke up. Imagine living together with someone for the past few years only to realize that they are not the one. Such a impact and lesson learnt. It's all in a simple word that everyone understand but doesn't know how to explain: Fate.

不，完美- 李玖哲

2008-08-31T15:23:00.000+08:00

A friend once said that, why does it seems that people only look on the ulterior characteristics in potential partners? Does it have to be the same age, same religion, same race or same area of expertise in order for both to be compatible and to be potential couple? Does it matter that the girl is older than the guy? Does it matter that the both are not from the same race? Or will it be a hindrance when both are not working in the same field? We are just part of the society after all, afraid of doing something out of the niche, trying hard to fit in the norm not realizing that we have closed off something that might be us inside. We are afraid of waiting for too long and looking deep into the person that we jump into the first person that is compatible on the outer qualities without looking on the inner qualities. We believe that once the outer shells is compatible, the inner jewel is just something to compromise and to polish, without knowing that even the inner jewel need to be found first from sand before being polished. We know that even if it doesn't work out, there's always other people out there. But what we fail to realize is that, the true sparkling pearl is already polished but hidden among the sands. What we have to do, is just to dig in a little deeper, look wider, and search more heartily. Does it mean that all of us are shallow even the higher our education is? Well, this is just a part of the confinement of the society after all and we are in the end, a member of the community trying to survive is the competitive world out there.

Alby's 21st Bday

2008-08-02T23:12:00.004+08:00

蔡健雅-失忆症

2008-07-30T18:59:00.006+08:00

Greg Kimble & David Hernandez - Hold On

2008-07-30T18:37:00.003+08:00

假想敌-蔡健雅

2008-07-08T02:10:00.002+08:00

Save Me - Jordin Sparks

2008-06-17T01:32:00.001+08:00

What's your personality love style?

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

Strong Enough - Stacie Orrico

2008-06-17T01:26:00.001+08:00

Another test:
The Real You

You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?<---NOT TRUE!!!LOLz
Your boyfriend/girlfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking

Other Side Of The World - KT Tunstall

2008-06-17T01:20:00.002+08:00

Check this website out. I found out that it's pretty accurate. Try it and tell me? Hehe.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

神秘嘉宾-林宥嘉

2008-06-15T20:17:00.002+08:00

David is from a small village in a small state with no entertainment and the only entertainment was to derive some from the nature itself. One day, David decide to move to a large metropolitan to get a better life. So, he made the move and arrive in the metropolis soon after. When he is in the metropolis, he found that the people are living a much better life. They are moving in a much faster pace, earning much more money than in the village, and have a better lifestyle. As David starts to adapt to living in the metropolis, he soon got to know people and was introduced into the nightlife of the city. The dazzling nightlife and the ecstasy from this lifestyle attracted him alot and he was hooked on thereafter. As time progresses, he felt it has gotten stale and was looking for more excitement. This time, he was introduced to drugs to achieve higher pleasure of life and to be promoted into the higher standard of life. Well, what is there to say anymore. Once introduced to drugs, there was no turning back to everything. He got addicted and keep asking for more and more. But the consequences was bad. Soon, he was abandoned and having to live aimlessly in life, with every penny spent on drugs and any more money that he earned was spent on drugs too. The addiction provide no turning back into his old lifestyle and he ended up being another rotten person who stumbled on the dark lifestyle of the city. Some things in life, are like drugs; being an addiction and provides no turning back once we step into it. To resist the temptation and remain steadfast, is not easy indeed.

Ugly-Sugababes

2008-06-09T04:09:00.001+08:00

I despise people who likes to fake but fakes poorly. Wants to pretend something that they are not, but end up revealing the true nature to the public. How stupid and contradicting is that. Being an outsider, I have no rights to comment on how people run their lives nor do I have the right to judge. Bystanders will only stand by the pavement and watch as the movie unfolds itself to the public. From now on, let's just zip up the mouth and let nature flow on it's own course.

Energy - Keri Hilson

2008-05-29T04:10:00.002+08:00

I'm actually a really really shy and reserved person. If I can, I want to zip up my mouth, talk less and just completely listen to a conversation. But that would make me a non-existent person. Alot of times, I would really rather be left alone and just do my own stuff in complete silence and in my own world. But sometimes I just don't have that privilege. I don't like to talk to strangers unless it's necessary to do so. I don't like to talk to person that I barely knew cause I find it unnecessary to do so. I find it hard to tell my emotions to others. I find it hard to tell others what I think. I don't really care whether others will understand what I'm thinking or what I'm saying cause in the end, I know that they won't. I would really want to live in a reclusive world but it's not possible cause human survives on other humans as well.

Seafood Day-Kenko Fish Spa and Yuzu Japanese Dinner

2008-05-11T23:28:00.006+08:00

group pics before going in for spa

spa time

Die Erste Träne- Bisou

2008-05-11T05:27:00.002+08:00

Time is ticking away. We are slipping away.
We are not going to make it there.
Nor are we going to make it here.
I've got to keep on reminding myself it's not real.

Say (All I Need)-OneRepublic

2008-04-29T06:09:00.001+08:00

It's almost coming to an end now. Am I going to be able to withstand it? Or will I succumb to the temptation? The only hope is that everything will turn out fine.

No Air- Jordin Sparks feat Chris Brown

2008-04-24T02:13:00.002+08:00

Another sleepless night. Another paper to go in the morning. How am I going to handle this?
Keep drowning myself in a self made dream, self made lullaby, self made scene.
I will go through this after all, and all by myself as always. Serene and peaceful silence broken by a single cry in the heart.

最美麗的第七天-鄭嘉穎

2008-04-23T04:17:00.001+08:00

Can't sleep tonight. Wonder why. Not because of exam stress. But have been stressed out recently. I guess it's really time for a break after all these years.

Club celebration, Pc Fair, Chilis

2008-04-20T19:10:00.006+08:00

Dinner at Palate Pallate, Shisha and Ice cream at Lecka Lecka

2008-04-20T18:42:00.004+08:00

Too Lost in You- Sugababes

2008-04-20T04:58:00.001+08:00

I'm having a really really bad emo. That's all

Atilia goes back to Bangkok Jazz

2008-03-23T13:39:00.003+08:00

A special dedication to Winnie the Pooh

2008-03-16T23:39:00.004+08:00

This is a very special blog to my beloved, Winnie the Pooh.haha. I still remember how we used to get to know each other. She was a transfer student from Jit Sin High School and not long after transferring, she was elected the prefect and she's in charge of patrolling the school compound during the recess hour so that there's no student that are eating in the class. Most of the time she would be in the top floor of the school. The curious me, after getting some information about she being called Seow Mei, proceed ahead one day to tease her by calling her 'Siao Mei Mei'. lolz. And after that, our friendship slowly developed. The fun that we went through, the cycling to tuition classes, the crossing of the not-so busy road, the campfires, the camps, the flowers that were given by your admirers, the dance machine, the coffee that is made before going for school trip, the Langkawi trip in Form 3, the Melaka trip in Form 4, the Genting trip in Form 5. And then you left us when the whole family moved down to KL. That's when we started to go our own way. But the friendship never went it's own way. We still stick like rice balls. Phone calls are just minutes away. And after my Form 6, I went to KL, and we're together again. But the roads to life is different for each of us. Though we're staying close to each other, we're also busy with our own stuff. But we still make it a must to get together as often as possible. We also toured the whole peninsular together for almost a month through our work in the event company. What a great experience and great fun we had. But she left us again when she went to UK to complete her studies and continue to work there. Now that she's back, she will be going off again soon. Fights are almost certain in any friendship and we grow from those fights to understanding each other more. It's great to know someone, who is so close to you and be able to be so pure and vulnerable to each other knowing that there will always be someone who will be there for you to listen and support you. It's even greater to find someone that has most of the same likings as you and yet being so close to share most of the wonderful things. To quote her,'It's God's wish that we are best of friends'. Happy birthday and love you lots.

Happily Never After - Nicole Scherzinger

2008-03-16T13:14:00.003+08:00

I guess that when 2 person hang out together too often, one will start to find the faults in the other. One will think that just because of the hanging out together for so long, the other would be ok with whatever is said or done, even if it is insulting or degrading. I would say NO! I'm not that kind of person that would swallow in the insulting remarks that come in droves. To think that when one gave out so much to a friend, and expecting a simple help in return is just naive of me. I realized that the things done do not even come with a simple return or help when in times of need. What a joke to myself. I guess I should make it clear here but since there's not much people reading this, I'm much safer to say whatever I want.

1. I do not like to be ridiculed in the public nor within a group of friends.
2. I do not like to be make fun of in the public.
3. I do not like to be called upon names esp loudly in the public.
4. Please do not ask me lame questions that require lame answers. What a lame thing to do

Come Together - Carly Smithson

2008-03-15T04:23:00.003+08:00

My hp officially failed on me. No hp, no contact, no sms, no nothing. Suffocating... When a few things happened at once and everything crashed down on you, you will like it's so heavy and have emo crash. Tired, emotionally and physically. How foolish of me to think that the phrase 'A friend in need is a friend indeed' when it's not applicable at all.

Imagine - David Archuleta

2008-03-03T02:00:00.006+08:00

The happy ending to a perfect love is always a joyful reunion of the couple to express their undying devotion to each other in the days to come.
The picture of big and small peoples.
On the day everything memorable begins.
The distance is not to judge for the witness of this joyful occasion.
A small family of laugher, sadness and everything gold inside.
The present and the future.
A testimony of a beautiful family in progress.
A night of beautiful people.
Angels gather on this night to be mesmerized by the graceful princess.
A simply picture says the blissful gathering.
The prettiest of them princesses.

Stay Gold - Utada Hikaru

2008-02-18T22:09:00.002+08:00

We tend to run when we're hurting, we tend not to forgive and forget... That's the way we are when we are in love.

Isn't it ironic that we always find fault in other but not ours; blaming other when it's ours to be blamed?

Some people's world is so small and their brain so tiny that all they have are rumours, so that they can get their world moving.

Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Appartus

2008-02-16T12:32:00.003+08:00

It's the month of love. Love someone like you want to be loved but don't love to the point of losing yourself. Love someone like the other person should be loved but don't love to the point of hurting yourself too much when the other person doesn't love you back. Love like how you are happy loving someone but don't love to the point you're sad and miserable everyday thinking about your own relationship and nothing else. Some people would prioritize love and relationship as the first place in their life, giving 200% of their attention to it. Any other reasons to live will be related to the relationship alone. Some people keep holding to the relationship even when it's going rotten. Hoping that it would be revived in time with 'a little ' of hard work and TLC. Some people love so much that they kept thinking back of their past relationship even when it ended pretty badly. Just thinking about the little good time and a lot of bad times would end them up crying. Some people who thought they have completely forgotten the ex would come back being sad once the ex said something or initiated a small conversation over nothing in particular. Some people love so much that they went a long way from they what they are previously. The level of patience to endure was stretch to a whole new level and beyond imagination. Some people hold so tightly to a relationship that they keep thinking about the good times to keep them going or be happy with just a small gesture or a few words.

But who am I to judge? I'm just a bystander who stands in an invisible corner quietly watching people in their relationships. All in all, this is their decision, and this is what makes them happy. So, who are we to judge?

Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis

2008-02-14T03:17:00.002+08:00

Changes are inevitable. Changes are for the good. Through changes only one will grow. Changes made someone see something new or something in a new perspective. What may be noticed by one person might not be noticed by another in the same view. Subtle changes in a scenic picture might not be noticed by the passerby or the person that does not pay attention. But the changes might make the picture expressed more through the strokes or the changes made. Sometimes, what has changed will not revert back to it's origin. So, let what has changed be changed and never try to question what made the changes but rather question has the changes made any good out of it and how are we going to adapt to the changes. So, what has changed in the picture? People who are observant and preserved on will notice the subtle changes and adapted to the changes, but people who are distant to the picture will feel a drastic change and feel the scene is no longer the same. Again we ask, what has changed?

Disappear - No Angels

2008-02-11T16:37:00.001+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!
Happy Rat Year!
Have a good Valentine's Day!
Happy Birthday to peoples....

Happy Ending- Mika

2008-02-10T23:16:00.000+08:00

To me, every one has their own freedom and rights, even after they are together with someone. Being together with someone doesn't mean sacrificing your freedom and individuality to the point that you're losing yourself. What is the point of being together with someone just to lock them up and not letting them do practically everything? Just because you're the kind of person that doesn't go out or do some cool stuff, doesn't mean your other half have to follow you. This is a mean of changing someone into you yourself. In the end, the one you love is you yourself and nobody else. Cause the person you love in the first place is no longer there and is replaced by the exact replica of you. What you may not realize is that the other person might be suffocating, and dying for a quick release once in a while, and even that is taken away. Salutation and sympathy at the same time; salutation for having the great patience and sympathy for being suffocated in loving someone. I treasure my own freedom and individuality, and I do so to my friends'.

Brave - Jennifer Lopez

2008-01-16T23:27:00.000+08:00

Lets head out to the fields,
Pick up the dandelions,
Tiny wings lift off the base,
A wish will be made.

Lets rest a moment,
Wait for the first snow to arrive,
As it hits the panes of window,
Our wish will be true.

Lets ride out in the autumn road,
Lift off with the chilling breeze,
Soak ourselves under the bright sunlight,
Dive into the ocean of falling leaves.

Lets lie awake on the roof during the starry night,
Wait for the falling star from heaven,
My secret wish,
The solstice dawn upon us and freeze the time.

Never Gonna Leave Your Side - Daniel Beddingfield

2007-12-31T13:19:00.000+08:00

The rain drops turn into snow,
And the snow, into nothingness,
Leaving the place I stand in,
A piece of dry barren land.

I rose up and try to leave the barren land,
Eager to grasp the snow and rain drops,
A set of chains appear,
Pulling my feet back on ground.

Steadfast on the piece of barren land,
Trying desperately to break free of the chains first,
And stop to ponder next,
Of what is and what not.

The wingless and bland me,
Trying to reach and grasp the piece of heaven that don't fit in.

The Ice Dance( Edward Scissorhands Sountrack) - Danny Elfman

2007-12-31T13:03:00.000+08:00

New year, new resolution, and a new you & me. Time for resolutions to be made and accomplished or broken. Time to analyze and correct oneself for a better person in the coming years.

1.** ***** **
2.** **** **** *** ****** *********
3.To get back the old results
4.To get a least 1 truly deserved holiday for myself
5.To save up and prepare for unexpected circumstances
6.To turn in early and rise up early
7.To read more books
8.To finally graduate
9.To secure a job after I graduate
10.To be a better person

Ordinary Day- Nick Lachey

2007-12-21T02:23:00.000+08:00

I realize that I sometimes help friends to the extend that I couldn't believe it. It's sometimes helping them to the point of almost humiliating myself in front of strangers or maybe I've already humiliated myself, I don't know. Sometimes, I put other people first before me, often neglecting myself and end up having to swallow my dissatisfaction silently. Things had happened in the past that prompt me to do what I do today. People would say 'Let it go', but it's not that easy to let go as just saying it. I suppose the incident will be a trauma that will leave a mark in my life to teach me a great lesson on humility and trust. It is the helping hands that I have offered all this while that made me know so many wonderful people. But still, this is the act that has made people misunderstand too. My intention was being mistaken as an act of getting to fame. Haha. Well,

If I want to be glamorous, I wouldn't be where I am now.
If I want to be glamorous, I wouldn't be wearing what I'm wearing now.
If I want to be glamorous, I wouldn't be studying what I'm studying now.
If I want to be glamorous, I wouldn't be using the gadgets I'm using now.
If I want to be glamorous, I wouldn't be staying where I am staying now.

Ah well, I would still like to be grateful for the constructive comments given. Without them, I would not be able to reanalyze myself in a different way. I would think this is the correct way all the while. I have learned to be grateful and appreciate everything that comes my way as even behind the harshest thing is a piece of advice intended to change my way. So, thank you.

另一个自己- 胡彦斌

2007-12-15T19:42:00.000+08:00

I have got to stop all these.
Got to stop pretending everything is fine.
Got to stop being like this and hurt myself.
Got to stop from falling in too deep.
Got to stop thinking like the other person really cares.
Got to stop thinking this is real when I'm only imagining things.
Got to stop and get on with my life.
Got to wake up from my dream.
Got to see what's real and important and what's not.
Got to be brave and ask for the truth.
Got to know to answer to the questions.
But,
How do I stop when I'm already entangled in the web?
How do I stop when I let myself fall too deep?
How do I stop when I keep letting myself think of the absurd?
How do I stop when I keep on hoping?
How do I stop when you are like that?
All I ask,
Is there a future?
Is there gonna be US? Or
Is is going to be Me instead?

抱歉- 陳勢安

2007-12-11T00:01:00.000+08:00

It's all over...

当你离开的时候 - 蔡健雅

2007-11-24T12:45:00.000+08:00

What you said made me wonder; Did I do too much? Did I bother you too much? How did a little more care turn into a feeling of annoyance? Am I that irritating? Am I that not worthy? If I am that bad, tell me straight in the face. Don't beat around the bush, playing hide and seek or playing hard to get when you don't have the slightest feeling. I am a man of ego, I will surely back off if you told me so. I don't hang around,begging people to do something. That is not me. Nor do I force people. Well, maybe I am not that worthy to be even your friend. And for that, I will keep shut till you come to me.

我不配-周杰伦

2007-11-20T22:38:00.000+08:00

I felt like I don't deserve to be with you. Maybe it's because of my ever low self esteem and the insecurity of myself being around someone for too long. I felt like I can lose myself anytime and become someone else that is not me at all. I know that no one is ever perfect but then it's just hard for me to over this sense of feeling that has been with me since so long ago. My ego does not want me to open up to u. A lot of things that I've said might not be true and it's just the way I try to cover up what I really wanted to say. Behind the jokes are the words of truth. What is true inside is waiting for you to come and discover it. I've always been here, waiting. If only the ego in both of us could be stripped away, we would have been the people that express true things. Now, let's play the waiting game. Waiting for one of the ego to lower itself down and reveal the true person inside.