Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Save you - Kelly Clarkson

Everywhere that I go,everything that I do, I see you in it. I see you in the gym that I go, I see you in the car I drive, I see that in the cafes that we used to frequent. I can still imagine the laughter in you, I can still smell you, I can still touch you. It's like everywhere that I am, I feel like you're there with me, doing the things that I do. I just can't let go. I'm trying as hard as I could, but I know it's going to take time. I want to let you go so much, to let us be free, yet I'm still holding on to our memories. I've realized that you have become an important part of my life, and by losing you, I'm losing a part of myself. It's like you have taken them away. Tell me what can I do? 

Monday, April 19, 2010

Cold Case Love - Rihanna

Parents. The one thing that we have in our lives that is permanent. The one thing that will not disappoint when you have expectation. The one thing that will not back away but stand beside you to be our pillar even when everything else fails. Because we as children are nothing but their jewel and apple in the eye, how can we say NO when they ask for something simple. Because they only wanted what's best for us. Unlike everyone else, they have gone through enough experiences to teach us what is good and what is bad. Naturally, what is expected of them is always within our achievable limit.
Parents. The only physical thing that matters in our world. The only thing that brought us into existence

Cry - Kelly Clarkson

We always hope for the best. While we hope,do we ever try our best? And when we try, do we make sure to acomplish them? Life is just like that. We can try as we might, but the result might not be what we wanted. But at least we can tell ourselves that we've tried our best. It's more encouraging then we never tried at all. Or to put the previous bad experiences into current moment. Experiences are for us to learn, not for us to bring forward and to imply that thugs are going to repeat itself. Let not the past hold us down, but the future to propel us further. That being said, we should dwell too much into the future as well. Live in the moment, for things can change in an instant that change the course of things.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Miss You Nights - Westlife

It always makes me wonder whether what I do is enough,what i say will create the ripples of effects around,what I think will trigger unwanted actions. Alot of times,it turns out that in the end of the conversation,it is either i'm not doing enough, I'm not doing it, or I do it wrongly. Am I really that worthless and useless? Am I not changing for the better? Or is my changes not enough? I keep relenting to demands, but it feels like relenting is not enough, I must do it willingly. I don't know how much longer can I hold on, but I guess this tiny little glass world of mine Is going to tumble down soon.