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Oops...i juz broke my glasses a few minutes ago.damn...i juz made the new glasses when i got back hometown in may.and now broke d.tml havta send to one of the optometrician and c whether they can repair back,the design is not bad u know.>_< !!!haihz.who ask me to b so geng.the force pressing on the glasses so strong till it broke.sob sob.when sum1 who is important to sum1 important to ur life suddenly gone just like tat, u felt it too.it's juz like sum1 important to u is missing ade also.but i know, she will b able to get on with life again,rite whoever u r?being sum1 as strong as her is great, but having her as ur bestest fren is the greatest thing ever.ppl alwiz said.do the best u can.but then, wat's the best u can that u can do?how do u define the best?like how is the best?striving without fail?o juz plain striving without a goal?talking on the phone juz now,there's a point being said.u spend a big part of ur life sleeping away.so,how u wanna spend the rest of ur life in the awake part?to me,it's bout living it to the fullest as u can.fill it with every moment of hardwork and happiness.but never forget to endure the pain and sadness also.cuz it's those tat shape u to become who u r.lately,i've learned to quiet down and juz watch the surrounding and the ppl in it.though i did this all this, but this is from a diff perspect.seeing things from outside the box is so much diff from seeing from inside the box though the content of the box is still the same.all rite.i wanna go kill myself in my sleep now...kekez.
- July 14, 2006