I don't know what the f*ck happen today...but suddenly i felt like i want to cry so badly...yeah yeah yeah..i know you guys will say,'wat la,a guy shouldn't cry'...but then, i just felt like it.maybe it's because of what people said some times.being somewhat a little bit different from other people makes you felt like an alien.and i was there like,wtf,is there any wrong of me being like this?how come alot other people can accept and u just can't?and there you are,keep on pretending like u're an S.N.A.G...like a wannabe.what can i say?you're just gaping at the heavens above,strugling but reach it,but you're never gonna achieve the status you've been dreaming of no matter who you mix with, or how you want to change it.please, dun try and be a faker out there,you just make me sick as i'm able to see through ur mask everyday. you thought i was being naive,but you're wrong.i've been pretending all this while that you can't see me through.you're just like a little kid in front of me.i never bothered to tell you the truth although you asked me before, cuz i found out what your reaction will be before that, and boy, how lucky i was to know that beforehand.if not,things would get much worse than it is now.well, don't you worry,cuz i won't explode in front of you,cuz i know it's not worth of me doin that.i know i'm far more superior than you, and that i'm the one who will prevail in the end.
-August 22, 2006
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